I got my eye on the score

I think you're nice but the times not right to try to be the only dude in my life (8)

Shuffle hittade den låten på min ipod för ett tag sen. Skrattade rätt gott åt att jag har såna låtar, speciellt eftersom jag inte kan minnas att jag laddade ner den. 
Efter en hel del repeat, lite tumblr och en paus från kemin känner jag mig pigg.

Huvudvärken släppte för några timmar sen.
Thumbs up!
Det var fan i mig på tiden :D

They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

(Jaja, jag ska sluta lägga upp deprimerande låtar.)

I get knocked down but I get up again, you're never gonna keep me down (8)

Vet inte hur jag började lyssna på denna låten. Men sluta, det kan jag inte.

Håla och sitter och nynnar till denna låten. Jag älskar den. Påminner mig om en person jag kände för alldeles för länge sen, trots att han aldrig hört låten själv. Och den enkla texten... Det är nog därför jag gillar den. Texter behöver ju inte vara komplicerade för att vara bra.

Can't explain the who or what I was, trying to believe

Cannot hide it
You're not that easy to forget

When your love's away, and you feel betrayed
We're the music, sweet music

I'm falling in love with your favourite song
I'm gonna sing it all night long
I'm gonna dance with somebody
Dance with somebody
Dance, dance, dance (8)

I am running with a heavy heart
It's like an anchor making sure I never get too far
I am wounded and nearly torn apart
It feels like it's all too much

What do you do when you can't get up?
You take it back and start again
There's a new day coming
There's a new day coming in
What do you do when you can't go home?
You take it back and start again

Pick up the pieces and put me together
Tell me everything is gonna be okay
Give me a reason to get up again
Taken more than any one should ever take

I've been buried, yeah, I've been left for dead
Don't think I'm ever gonna see the light of day again
Scratch the surface for the air above
I try but it's not enough

What do you do when you can't get up?
You just take comfort knowing 
you can't get much lower than you are

Pick up the pieces and put me together
Tell me everything is gonna be okay
Give me a reason to get up again
Taken more than any one should ever take

Pick up the pieces and put me together
Tell me everything is gonna be okay
Give me a reason to get up again

And I swear, I'll never sin again
And I swear, I'll never sin again

Things are never gonna be the same
And all I have to say is
You're the only one to blame
With the bad mistakes that you know I made
I don't think that I am ever gonna make a change

Intro: Hammering on C
Verse: C, Am, E
Chorus: F, C, E, Am
Chorus-2: C, G, Em, F

A million and one thousand things are screaming in my head
And I can't seem to forget, can't stop thinking about you
I could ride across the sky in a bicycle built for two
Could you teach me how to ride, like you taught me how to feel alive?

And not a single day goes by when I don't wish for you
To watch me pause to find the words to steal your heart away
But I'll play every word back round and round to try and find
A clue you might have left behind to say you feel the same

And even if I know
I'll never be your Leo
I'll keep holding on

A hundred and three thousand ghosts are laughing in my dreams
My eyes are failing me, everywhere I look I see you
I could bake a chocolate cake for you with tiers up to the moon
Could you show me how it's done, like you showed me how to fall in love?

You'll never see that I'm the one who never left you
When you needed me to cry to 'cos your heart got broke again
So I'll play until the strings on my guitar give out,
And I'll be aching from the pain of trying to pretend

And even if I know
I'll never be your Leo
I'll keep holding on

Helvete, jag vill ha min gitarr här.

Att en del musik tycker jag inte om, men jag lyssnar på den ändå. Om texten är riktigt fin. Typ som Life for Rent av Dido, som egentligen inte är en vidare bra låt.


I haven't ever really found a place that I call home

Good girls are sexy like everyday
I'm only sexy when I say it's okay

I just can't deal with the rules
I can't take the pressure, oh no
It's got me saying ooh, yeah...

Who's that girl that you dream of?
Who's that girl that you think you love?
Who's that girl, what if I'm nothing like her?
I know there's no such girl
I swear I can't take the pressure
Who's that girl?

Jag vet, tråkiga inlägg. Men lyssnar mest på musik på datorn för tillfället så då blir det mest musik.

Yeah, I was right all along

'Cause I have done it before and I can do it some more

I got my eye on the score

I'm gonna cut to the core

It's too late it's too soon or is it?

Tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, boom

Vet att den redan varit uppe en gång innan. Men den förtjänar det en gång till, minnen ♥

Är hemma och mår illa. Ni når mig på mobilen.

Jag älskar att ha gott om tid att göra läxor. Och att inte göra dem utan spendera all tid med att göra i princip ingenting.


It's been so long, will we ever see the sun?
We've been alone, counting the days, will they breach our hide away?
Surrounded by darkness we made it all this way
We'll fight off the darkness and plan for our escape

ÄNTLIGEN!

Efter att ha skrivit med typ tjugo pers lyckades jag hitta den.

Sommar 2010.